Happy birthday tardcud!

I'm so tired and my throat is itching. Being sick sucks.

Day 6: Gathering for class at classmate's place
She has the same name as me, and I found out in the 5th week or something that we had met before, haha. Anyway. The gathering was nice UNTIL the end, when there was few people left. I suck at geography, we played a geography game, I said something not too dumb (just a little bit), and then a girl I consider a friend teamed up with another girl and started being all giggle-y giggles look-at-her towards me. Wasn't particularily nice nor comfortable, and it left me feeling to some extent worthless and in the way. Maybe I'm just oversensitive, but hey - I like to be appreciated. If people don't confirm that I matter to them, I most likely will feel that I don't.

Day 7: seeing Howl's Moving Castle at friend's place
I was originally going around with the Christmas presents to those of my closest friends (they conveniently enough live within 2 minutes of each other) who hadn't received their presents yet. Friend had several of our mutual friends over plus two from her school, so I stayed there and watched ze movie. It sounded awesome in French, almost more so than in Japanese. Damn, I regret not taking Japanese classes this year. Next year, next year..

I'm sick :/ I woke up with what felt like five wet cats dancing in my throat and a headache. I was sort of icky two days ago but I almost never get sick like this, so I didn't really think too much about it. I've been sitting on the computer all day, being profoundly bored. I am willing to bet that hasn't helped the headache along at all, nosir. I think I should go to bed now/soon just need to check on some 'net sites, like Facebook.

Tomorrow is Little Christmas Eve, omg. I'm going to go eat porridge and make cakes and ginger snaps at my granddad's place, and then I have no idea but probably something nice involving my family. Christmas traditions ftw. They come at the right time too; I'm not really feeling the Christmas spirit quite yet and it sucks. I think what's missing is the snow. Snow's pretty essential for me if I'm going to get jolly with the misteltoe and holly. And winter, in general. Snooow, where arth thou?

Last: I've been thinking about getting some default icon that is different. I was thinking something like these because they are gorgeous. Thoughts? PS I still fucking love the Goo Goo Dolls, I just want change. I would of course get another GGD icon, hee :D

Happy birthday, lionhead! Hope you had a terrific day :]

*cough* I'm siiiiiiiiiick. Waaaah. Again! It's ridiculous, everyone seems to be sick all the time. I think it's a combination of loads of homework causing a lack of sleep and the cold. That's the case for me, at least. Ugh, it's so unpleasant. I got really sick today, and we had a maths test and a science hand-in and stuff. Both things went reasonably well, but I've been totally freaking out because of it. Feels good to be done with it, though. I've also had a really nice day involving improvisation theatre and being with nokomedandrea and several other awesome (and two hot) people a lot, so that's always a plus :D

I'm off to be sick somewhere else while I do my homework.

I might have interstitial cystitis/PBS or something similar. D: Load of bullshit, I don't need this right now. Especially inconvenient seeing as I won't have a possibility of going to the doctor before Monday, and with loads of important school stuff coming up, well, just not a good time. Still not verified, but it hurts and the symptoms match.

*scratches chin* Though, when reading what Wiki says, I'm not too sure if it actually is that. The translation might not be right (urinveisinfeksjon/blærekatarr in Norwegian). Ah, anyhow, something like that.

Spent a couple of hours on Tuesday with Adrian. It was nice, we made brownies and sat chatting a bit about the concert and just stuff in general. I missed him a lot right after he'd left, but y'know, it passes. Or at least subsides in strength. I really wish he knew how I feel/showed me that he knew how I feel about him, it's hard to know how to act around him. I would, of course, love to call him mine but if he doesn't like me that way I'd be more than happy to be friends with him and as such I'm terrified about showing how I feel if he doesn't feel the same way and it ends up being really awkward and we can't be friends anymore and yeah confession without commas bigtime.

Halloween is coming up! :D It's one of my favourite holidays/occasions to celebrate, since I love the autumn and I love that kind of things, they way it's connected with occultism and such. But I'm having a kind of battle with myself about how to dress up. The original idea is that bokhylle will go dressed as P33n Wentz and I'll go as Ashlee Simpson (our joke, I don't expect you to understand at all. If you're interested, ask). Debate with myself goes like this:

ME: OH YAY FUN!! You'll be, like, a couple!
ME #2: .. she's a bitch.
ME: You're dressing up?
ME #2: She's still a talentless bitch.
ME: C'mon, some of her songs are cute. AND IT'LL BE FUN. Only you who'll get it.
ME #2: UGH, I did not just think that. I don't like her, I don't want to dress up as her, and what's the point if you're the only ones who gets it?
ME: There's people on the interwebz who'll get it.
ME #2: You'll have to endure a whole evening of no-one understanding who you are. No point.
ME: KILLJOY.

etc.

I need to go over my pros and cons, but as for now I'm stuck. Any views?

Another thing I need views on is whether I should try to become a vegan or not. My mom's not too fond of the idea but I really want to try it out a couple of days, to see how hard it is and if it's something I can handle. It's as much of a challenge to myself as it is a conscious choice of not wanting to be a part of the 'use once-throw away' mentality the society has today, my own rebellion of sorts. I'm just not sure if I can keep it up since there's a lot of other stuff going on, with school and all that jazz. Still, I really want to try it out. I'll probably ask the people in vegetarian, but I'm interested in your views.

Lastly, I might begin to take guitar lessons soon. I hope it works out, I really want to. *crosses fingers*


I AM SO SORRY FOR KILLING YOU FRIENDS PAGE WITH THIS INCOHERENT ENTRY. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

I am sick. What a perfect time to get sick. Srsly. *pouts*

I woke up in the middle of the night (Friday to Saturday) and felt that I was horribly warm. I got up and took a glass of water but it didn't help very much, so I got up again to open the window and get some more water. I decided to check my temperature, and found out that I had serious fever as in 39 C or 102.2 F. I was practically boiling away. Took a painkiller and got to bed, but I had to wait an hour for the painkiller to work. :/

Saturday was spent sleeping. I got better on Sunday with less fever and less headache but I started coughing really much. I had to stay at home today, and I will probably be home two more days or something. Besides, I think I've infected my whole family. Hooray..