I'm watching The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, and I just realised where I had heard Marvin's voice before: it's Alan Goddamned Severus Snape Rickman. How come I didn't notice before?

Also, it's got Mos Def as Ford, awesomeeee. And I don't hate Zooey Deschanel as much as I thought.

Haha, I totally remember why I love this book.



Next week is mock exam week. Do not want.

"Dad's back. Get the gun, honey."

Am I the next Hemingway or am I the next Hemingway? I don't really have a writer's block either, I just thought the question/challenge was interesting.

My dad went to the doctor today to get his head checked. He's been having bad headaches lately, and that scares me. His picture could be next to the dictionay-definition of a heavy smoker, and I'm afraid it might have finally taken its toll. He even has sick leave from his job, and he barely ever takes time off. I'm sort of equally afraid of my dad becoming sick not because he gets ill, but because he's always been a symbol of endurance and strenght to me. In my head, he simply cannot be sick.

I finished Breaking Dawn, the last book in the Twilight-saga, today.

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The weather now is like a storm from a movie; bright lightning flashes, rumbling thunder, and pouring rain. The worst part is that I like it. I enjoy this kind of weather to a point where it gets silly.
Anyway. The weather itself is totally ridiculous too. The thunder sounds like it's rippling through the clouds with all its might, and I've never seen lightning like that. I just saw a huge flash.

It's a beautiful day, I heard everybody say / The sun shines down for all of us / Just the same, you know I like the rain / That ain't so obvious

"We are the Normal" - Goo Goo Dolls

You want to know why I keep updating all the time? BECAUSE I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DOOOO. I could clean out my room and start packing for the trip, though. Maybe I should.
I could be making those damned Norwegian Wood and Hove posts. I could also be reading "Special Topics in Calamity Physics" by Marisha Pessl. It's my book of the moment (I just finished "Eragon" by Christopher Paolini for the second or third time), and I like it a lot more than I thought I would. I abandoned it for the longest while because I thought it to be very boring. It does beat about the bush a lot, the whole point behind the book commences around the middle of it, so my extremely slow reading pace is justified. I found it again two days ago and it turns out that it is pretty interesting, despite what I thought.

Anyway. I was out with friends yesterday, and it's funny how much better I can feel if someone gives me a little bit attention (read: boy flirting with yours truly). Best confidence boost ever, yes? I do think. And it's pretty funny to see your friends being all happy and drunk, running around and making friends with random people, too.

Well, hello. After redeeming myself to the world with the previous post in which I just noticed that the images are not working, I'm back.

Quite a lot going on in my life recently. I've got prom coming up, my posterior cruciate ligament is torn, I've got homework which I feel like I don't actually do, I've got my most complicated piece of piano to play as of yet and just trying to stay off the computer so I won't fall into bad bad habits again. I too easily feel obliged to do something on the 'net, and I don't want that to happen. It takes all the fun out of it.

Prom
Not too much to say about that, actually. It's on the 31st and I'm sort of dreading it because
1) I've started to feel really out of place in big crowds.
2) I hate being at social events where girls from my school are. Every single one of them are like walking sticks.
3) My leg is a stupid piece of shit, and we're supposed to dance. I'm not sure how well I'll manage that.

I thought I was comfortable with myself to an extent where I could survive the people at my school, but recently I've started to feel like I just want to disappear, which is just a trifle uncomfortable. Like, I want the ground to swallow me so completely I don't have to resurface ever again. I hate it.
Hopefully and most probably it'll pass, I think it's just because I met up with Adrian and I always, with no exceptions, feel bummed out the days after. I miss him so much. Stupid. *headdesk*

PCL
As mentioned here
My PCL is torn. OH YAY HAPPY DAY. I have to go to a physiotherapist and build the muscles in my knee as a substitute for the ligament. The doctor said 2-3 times a week and it'll take 5-6 moths before it's healed. I can't walk longer distances and I can't bend it properly. I can forget P.E. until it's healed, and with that, my grade. I was hoping I could jump up again.
*sighs*

Other
I'm playing La Dispute from Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain :D It's really funny to play a song that I like and that I recognise. It wasn't as hard as I thought I was either, and it's like four pages (though I've only gotten to the third). I feel rather proud of myself.

I got Twilight from the Twilight-saga by Stephenie Meyer for my birthday when I celebrated with my friends two or three weeks ago, and I've read that and New Moon (just finished New Moon today) and wow. Just wow. I love love love those books, and I want to read Eclipse right now. I'm going to try and get my hands on it as soon as possible.
Also, I'm really excited about the movies that are in the process of being made right now. Robert Pattinson is starring as one of the main characters, and he's great for that role, methinks.

Heath Ledgers death.. I can't believe it. I haven't seen much of his movies and I was never a huge fan of him, but it really hit me square in the chest when I read it. He was so young! And it's so weird, the way he died.

*yawn* I love lazy weekends. (: Nothing to stress about, and just trudging around at home feels really good. Although I was outside today, in my aunt's birthdayparty and for a short walk around the neighbourhood.

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